Heartbeat

Sounds exactly like a train...chugga chugga chugga chugga lol. My baby is alive.
The Dr stuck that thing in me to do the pelvic exam. She lubed that shit the fuck UP.
Since I haven't had sex in a long time it really hurt to even have her fingers in there :'( I usually get the slow motions when a man does it lol.
I may possibly get to find out the gender next appointment. September 19th. I think it'll still be too soon.
I hope it's a boy so bad. I felt so much closer to them today. I thought of Robert...how is face would've been...I think his heart would've been beating fast too.
I love you both. Baby Gonzalez-Hernandez and Robert.