Today my phone updated itself. It looks kinda cool. It just looks different I don't see to many changes.
It's only day 2 and my bad feelings are setting in. I feel as though he really did leave me. I wonder what he's doing. Has he met somebody? Will he? I miss him. The thought of him being with someone else hurts way more than the thought of us not being together.
I wish life were easier like back in the day. Things are so complicated. My thoughts and feelings are all over the place.
I had cramps last night. But not like menstrual cramps in my ovaries. It was my uterus. I read that's normal though. That's supposed to happen. It just happened while I was alerting and it was uncomfortable. I think they'll hurt more in time. I'm kinda nervous I won't lie.
