I'm Really Upset

I talked to Robert...he thinks he's doing better without my nagging and bitching he says his mind is at ease but to me he's doing very bad. He's getting himself into some serious trouble that I don't know if there's any coming back from.
I can tell he's changing but in very bad ways. It's scary. I don't like it. I haven't moved on from him obviously it's too soon but I think I might. I don't like the direction he is going and it's all bullshit to me. I'm angry. I'm sad. I'm worried out of my mind. I don't want to wait until October I need to know he's okay everyday. The fucking people in his life either don't know what's going on or don't care. I think they're pretty capable of knowing what's going on though unless he already made up some lie.
I gotta let him know what's on my mind.